I don't know where I have been lately......hmmm.... sitting on my butt, shopping for Christmas, and sitting on my butt some more. After my 8 week appointment come to find out I have a pelvic tear, which is a soft spot in the placenta. So They have put me on pelvic rest which entails I can't lift over 5 lbs. for 8 weeks and then no more than 20 lbs. for the rest of my pregnancy. No working out, No strenuous activity, and worst of all NO SEX!!!! I have never heard of this happening to someone. I am so sad! I was thinking that I was so lucky with Vea's pregnancy that I was maybe going to have a easy one this time too. I was so wrong!
I have been sooooo sick everyday, all day, my headaches have recently come back, and it has just been so hard, so emotional, and just not at all fun!
I asked the nurse how the hell am I suppose to function without lifting 5 lbs??? I have a 2 year old! As "sympathetic" as she was she just said to do as least as possible. So i have been trying to do just that. I don't want to lose this baby. I don't want anything wrong with this baby. I know that every pregnant woman can vouch for me when I say all I think about is the health of this baby. It has totally consumed me. If I forget my prenatal I feel soooo guilty! I think about how blessed my family has been to have completely healthy babies, beautiful babies. I don't want to go through this again. I don't ever want to be pregnant again. I don't want to think about this kind of stuff but how can I not?
I am hoping on my 12 week appointment I can hear the words..... you may workout, you may have sex.... but then I think well now if I do is it going to make things worse??? Should I just not workout for the rest of the time? I think Tevita will die if we don't get the go ahead to ...ya know! :)
I am a little frustrated if you can't tell. I am trying to stay positive and not think all the worse possible situations. So that's is where the pregnancy news is at as of now! I will update you on how the 12 week goes!
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:( Shoot!! Im sorry Kinz. It will get better I just know it! Pictures please! :) Cant wait for you to come out!!
The bright side is that this is your last time! I feel for you and feel for me that I have to go through it again! xoxoxo
Hang in there...times are hard but will be worth it in the end. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help. Love ya.
Good luck girly! Hang in there!! Hope everything goes well and you get the go ahead to at least to the hanky panky!!! :)
Oh my gosh, I feel so bad. Sorry I've been MIA and such a bad friend this past while, I had NO idea. But, yes, it will only be a short while and worth it in the end. Love you girl. Be Happy!!! And tell Tevita to take care of himself for a little while :)
Oh Makenzie I had no idea. Hopefully your morning sickness will go away by week 12 or 13. If you need anything, let us know- I'm being serious.
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